I really don't know what Im feeling now. I am sad. I wanna cry. I wanna scream. I wanna hide myself, and sometimes I wanna run to somewhere that nobody know me. I want to be who I wanna be. But, the problem is, I really don't know what I really want for myself. I want to be happy. I am with my family, but it feels like there's something missin' in me.. 😑 I feel like I am incomplete. There's this missing part in my life that I wanted to explore. 😣 I am happy outside and hurting inside.
How would I be happy? How will I know to be happy? I am afraid I will be like this 'til I go back to where my work is. God, help me overcome what I'm feeling right now. It's you whom I can only turn to. In everything in my life, I will give it up to you my Lord.
